I ENJOY hot sex with my fiancee but I have started sleeping with an old flame – and I know she’s the woman for me.
I lost my wonderful wife to cancer 18 months ago and my world fell apart. Six months later, I went on a dating site hoping to find love again and met a very attractive woman. She is 33 and divorced, I am 42.
We hit it off and I have no complaints about the physical side of our relationship. We have had some great holidays together, too. However, we come from completely different backgrounds and she still has children living at home whereas my son is grown up and now living with his girlfriend.
An old friend from my first job got in touch recently out of the blue and suggested we meet up for old time’s sake.
A group of us trained together and I was crazy about her then, but nothing ever happened between us because she had a long-term boyfriend. They got married just after I left the firm but they divorced last year.
She knew how I felt about her in the past and, when we met up, admitted that she had always wanted me, too. She is 41. As we talked the years just rolled away. I felt like a teenager again.
We had sex the next time we met and it was just wonderful. We’ve carried on sleeping together since. I feel so good around her and it all feels so right. We have so much in common and are never lost for conversation.
She knows I am seeing another woman and says she understands but I have to make a choice if I want to be with her. I know I do not love my fiancee but I am terrified to end it.
Every time we meet she tells me more about plans she is making for our future. It will break her heart if I tell her it’s over.
As Told By Ada SAYS: It will be devastating for her but you don’t love her enough to marry her so it has got to be done – and the sooner the better.
ATA 